Curse of Big Island

So I started house hunting in December 2016. 
On my second house hunting trip in February, I found this lovely house in Honokaa,
with nice little balcony which looks up to Ocean.  It had Ocean view from almost every room.
We made an offer and went into escrow after couple counter.
Everything was smooth up to this point. 

I flew for the home inspection again, and the home inspector told me, they found a dead rat in the attic.  My realtor said, it's norm in Big Island to have mouse and rats inside house, you just need a cat.
I love cats, so I thought no problem, but something in my gut didn't feel right.

I had strange dream one evening after returning to Oahu home.
Oriental elderly lady was telling me, there is a creature living behind
the hallway window.  I couldn't make out the dream at that time.
After all, it was just a dream.  I convinced myself.

Then, it was at the final walk through. I still had glitchy feeling.
I don't know why, but every time I go up to the property, I smelled something.
Some odd smell, I can't pin point, but not pleasant smell.
It almost smelled like cow feces or mold. 
I asked the realtors.  "Do you smell something?"
My and Seller's agent both said "no", in harmony.
May be I am too sensitive.  I dismissed it.

At the final walk through, I was in the back yard, finding huge dead chicken
in the middle of the backyard.  It was beautiful and dead.
This was not a good omen.  Why didn't realtor cleaned it up?
I was bit upset.  This was Final walk through!
This incident made me uneasy.
Although, everything else was fine and I signed closing document.

I took Mom to Big Island and we were waiting for transaction to be closed.
My Mother caught nasty flue and got very sick and weak on the third day, atlhough
Escrow was telling us, Officer at County office was very busy and he can't sign off the
papers.  we need to extend our stay. 
We ended up extending our stay for 7 more day!s, and bought all the furnitures and waited and waited.

Finally Seller's agent told us, "Sorry, we can't find Sales record since 1942 and we need to investigate,
it will take long as one year!"
We were stunned!  At this point, we had bought all the furniture, spend money for the extended days for the Hotel and of course, all the airfare up to this point, going back and force between Oahu and Big Island, rental car, accommodation fee,  Inspection fee, etc.  plus all the effort since very first house hunting will be a total waste!!

Still in shock, I pack my bags and left Big Island with Mama still being sick and the key to the lock for the storage, where all the furniture I bought was sitting.

Honokaa Town

So here we are, me, Mom and my sister Michelle in Kukuihaele area. We decided to go to famous Waipio Valley, where Hawaiian people lives there with much simple life, even today.
We needed 4WD to go down the steep hill, so we joined the tour.

Valley was beautiful, and it seemed whole valley was pretty much consisted of trees that was eatable.  No one ever starves in this place, I thought! Guide showed as all kind of fruits and nuts trees.  Papaya, banana, lilikoi, different variety of nuts, avocado, oranges, lemons, etc, etc.
 There was wild horses, river running through the valley,
tall water falls, taro farms, it was as it came out from the story book.

There were lots of mosquitoes, and like our guide said, mosquitos somehow knows and attack only tourists.  I was eaten alive.
Even though it had gorgeous scenery,  I knew I will not survive there.
After the tour, we have checked into near by Air & B, looking forward to the sky watching, but unfortunately, it rained and we didn't get any action.  At this time I didn't know but this side of Big Island gets lots of rain, about 168 days to be exact.
In the evening, there was a full orchestra of Coqui Frogs, which was unbelievably loud, I never heard of Coqui Frog in my lfie, and it can disturb your sleep to death, in this area of Big Island.

When we were there, we passed by little town call Honokaa.  Honokaa Town looked like, it manifested out of a vintage book.  I loved the architecture and the feel of this Town.
I am a sucker for the Vintage Vibe.
This Town was so charming that I told them, "I want to live here!"  They weren't taking it serious and just wanted to leave for Waimea Town for Starbuck's coffee,  but I begged and they finally gave in.

As we walk into Town, which is only about 2 short blocks of stores, it had everything I needed.
Gas station, Post office, Police, Auto repair, Lots of vintage recycle shops, gift shops, Art Gallery, Natural food store, Country grocery store, even Banks and Post office within this little short blocks.

I went into one of the store, which sells crystals and stones, and I immediately noticed familiar voice chanting Mantra.  It was indeed, my beloved guru of India, although I never met, (this is another whole book) one and only, Sathya Sai Baba.  What are the odds?!
I purchased two little stone, and I can't help it to ask the lady, "Is this Sai baba's mantra?" She said " Yes" and I told her I love Sai Baba."
We chat little bit, and she told me she went to India to see him and granted Vibhuti. (miracle power that comes out of thin air),
I told her, "oh, Sai Baba past away, so your Vibhuti must be very important".
Then, lady told me,  " Yes, I was almost out of Vibhuti and I was thinking, oh, I can give gift of Vibhuti any more.. then, some time has past, and one day she noticed that her Vibhuti miraculously increased back into original amount!"  She quickly went to back of the store and brought little plastic bag.  Then, she told me, " So now, I can give Vibhuti to someone like you! "  I was stunned!! 
I was so happy that it brought tears to my eyes.  I felt like Sai baba was still watching out for me : )
She told me she knows who to give it to.  I thanked her very much and left the store with Happiness.

This Town made special impression on me and I knew I was coming back.

Looking for the Oasis

So where am I going?

Universe will show me the way,  I thought.

When I moved to Honolulu 19 years ago, I was super happy.
This place was way country then Tokyo, where I resided 16 years.
Honolulu to me was true paradise.
I was super lucky to have magnificent ocean view from our house.

But then things changed.
City got busier and busier.
They built and built and built.   So many high rise buildings were built in short years.
( I think they are still in process of building more then 10 tall buildings).

Obviously, more and more cars were on the street.
People used to shaka me and let me squeeze in their way.
( I am sorry to say I am a horrible driver. )  No one, honked at me.
I went to the near by mall, and there was always plenty parking.
Now, people were disparately looking for the parking, even on East side of
Oahu where I live.

People started honking me, finally, someone decided to give me a finger sign.
Not so much Aloha there.

Honolulu was becoming totally different animal.
I would say, things started to change around 5 years ago, with new development of Waikiki.
Waikiki was reborn into high end shopping place.
Waikiki was no longer for regular folks, but catered to wealthy people who can spend tons of $$$.
I don't know what happened, or who let this happen.  But it just happened.
I couldn't believe when they decided to change Wakiki's #1 icon place, International market to,
Sak's fifth avenue and high end boutique mall.
They just kept the trees..
Obviously property price sky rocketed as well. 
I knew I was not able to afford anything here even in the farthest Country side.
Country was disappearing.

One day,  I read online, that there was this place called Kukuihaele, meaning dancing kukui nuts,
in Hawaiian.
People saw dancing lights in the sky from ancient years ago!!
 I got my Sis and Mom on board, and we were on the way to Waipio Valley within just few months,
and along the way, I came across little Town called Honokaa.

Going Veggie or not?

So how do I change myself?

At middle of night, someone said to me, Don't eat animal meat.
I got this message quite many times in past couple of years.

All through my life, I ate meat.
I specially love Yakiniku.  Sweet teriyaki flavored sauce. 
I love all kinds of meat.
I love seafood as well.

I couldn't believe vegetarian people existed.
No offense, but they looked super skinny to me, or that's what I thought.
I love animals, but I was able to create this invisible veil in my brain, between live animals and the meat packages, beautifully displayed in the Supermarket.

I love animals, since I was child.  I felt special bond with them.
I raised cats, mice, squirrels, bunnies, dogs, turtles, birds of all kinds, hamsters, lizards, fish, etc.
I picked up anything needed my help and attention, although I still refused to connect thtem, with meat that we were eating.

My niece became vegetarian when she was 14.  She told me to watch the video of slaughtering animals, I refused.  I was too scared.  Too afraid to know what people were doing, and may be scared to admit, that I was member of this unloving cycle of killing animal.
I knew deep inside that this was wrong, and it goes against every moral in my book.
So what the heck am I doing??
It was just too tempting to refuse good Shabushabu, or fried chicken or Kalua pork.

Both my husband and son was meat eater.
Plus people were telling me, you have to eat meat to get good protein.
Your child will not become tall, or able to build good body if you don't let him eat lots of meat,
and we have been hunting and eating them since beginning of our human history.
All these Words gave me perfect excuse to keep on eating them, like I was in trance.

Then, one day I got clear message in male tone voice.
"Don't eat animal meat. "  They recently also explained to me that I was once
Lemurian and lived in place called Muu, where Animals and Human lived together in Peace,
without killing each other.  I realized My true ancestor did not eat meat.

It took me about 4-5 years.  But now I am proud to say, I can stop.
I have not been eating them like 95 %.
( I eat vegetable from soup broth, my husband ate Beef nabe, or I occasionally eat them at
gatherings, when there is no other food and I feel bad to refuse. )
Pretty soon It will be 100%.
Because I have decided to change my life totally from all the temptation.
No wonder Jesus went into desert and Buddah went into the deep forest, 
That's what you have to do.  Cut yourself from all the temptation.
Go to Rural!  This is how my search began.

Birth of Hale Muu or not?

Aloha

Hi My name is Maki, aka Bonnie Yamamoto : )
I will try to describe my life as short and simple as possible.

I was born in Japan, immigrated to US at age of 11, moved back Japan to work as Fashion stylist.
In Tokyo, I got married and became Mom, then moved to Hawaii.  I currently resides in Honolulu.

Even as early as a kindergartener, I have seen ghosts and knew there was something who will visit me at night, after everyone sleeps.  I used to be super scared. 
I have special skill, or more likely not a skill, but my body adopts other dimensional being/ entity easily, which was quite interesting, but many times scared heck out of my friends.

As a teen ager, I recall waiting for the Spaceship to come pick me up.  Don't know why.  I watched sky daily,  for them to come to make contact.  I still do have attention to the sky today.  May be this is why, I do witness quite number of UFO's. 

In 20's, I developed strong urge to gain knowledge for spiritual things.  I was baptised as a Catholic,
naturally, I read bibles, then I got interested in all other religion.  Which lead to me, they are all telling me the same thing.  Love is the most important thing. 

I started to get series of messages around 2008, 4 years before 2012, where there was supposed to be big chaotic incident to earth.  Although, my message was shift is beginning.  Shift does not happen over night like everyone thinks.  In fact, we are during those big shifts. 

With ET's ( mostly 5th dimensional beings ) help, I've learned that the Universe in Omni.
and our thoughts can manifest many things.  and way we are living now, we act as desperately trying to cut ourselves from the Nature, Mother Earth, we are in trouble!
God / Universe is Omni.  We have a physical body, so we separate ourselves from Oneness.
We feel we need to compete one another, trying to work hard to gain each individuality as a successful human, whatever it means, yet, we are always longing for something, never fulfilled, because truth of the matter is, we are separated.

I used to think ET's are beings that has nothing to do with us.  But they are truly our brothers and sisters!   We are separated from same Omni.  Our physical body interfere with us to merge back with oneness.  More ego we have, harder it gets, lonelier we get, more untrusting, more confusing... we can never say enough.

ET's taught me, I really needed to change.  Not telling others to do it, but I need to do it.
So this will be the blog for my what to come long winding road.