Would I be happy in Countryside?
Not sure.
Because I have never ever lived in the Country.
I was born in one of the busiest city in the World, Tokyo.
Then, I grew up in San Francisco.
I thought I went to the Country by moving to Oahu Island,
only to find out, it seems even more populated then Mainland.

So all though my life, I had luxury of stores and shops everywhere I turn.
I had pharmacy, restaurant and Supermarket within 3 min drive.
I wake up to the traffic noise and neighbors making living sounds,
right from my patio.

That's what I am used to.

Would I love Country living?
Where there are more chickens and goats then people.
Where I would be sleeping to the  "Coqui" frog lullaby and wake up to a
"Cock-a-doodle-doo?" 
Can I really make a home made jam more then once?
Can I really make natural herb remedy just by following instructions?
Would Country folks accept me as a one of them?
Can I really do farming and gardening 1 acre of land?

Everything is ???
But I need to try.
I have Country calling.
Don't know why.
It's almost like becoming prep-per of some thoughts.

Simple - self sustainable - Green living.
Can I do it?

Reality Hits

Hi everyone!
Bought land in Honokaa Big Island 2018 January.
2018 March, volcano erupted.
2018 August big storm hits BigIsland...

So much has happened.
I have found nice architect online, after $9500, fee for the plan.
turns out that we don't have enough $$ to build home : (
$175,000 initial plan has doubled.


I have hired fence man to build a  pig fence around lot perimeter,
due to neighbor telling me, my tiny dog "Anni" can be charged by aggressive wild pig.  My gardner somehow orders fence man to cut all the trees?!  by accident.  Some thought of misunderstanding. 

When I went to check to see the completion of the fence, all my tress were gone!!
All 20+ beautiful trees. I was about to faint.
I wished it was just a bad dream..
Now I have pile of dead trees lying down on half of my lot, taller then myself.
They said it will cost $7500 to remove it..

My gardener said don't waste money on the dead tree.
I've asked him " then, what do I do?"  He said "let it compost"
I said, " how long it will take till get composted?"  He said, " Honokaa rains a lot,
so kind of fast.. 10 years. ".....  I will be almost 70 years old to see
my lot free from dead trees, if I am still alive and
if it keep raining steadily... but someone told me,
" Oh no, that kind of big trunk, not even 15 years will do.. "

So what do I do?
I realized I need to be there.
I can't watch things go wrong from Pacific Ocean in between us.
I was going to move there for simple life.
Simple, minimal life..

"Yes!"  I got an idea!  "I am going tiny"!!
I've called my husband and asked, " Can I buy a tiny house?"
"Click"sound.   He hanged up on me... My husband is 6'2"...sigh.

So finally here it is!

Plan for the future Hale Muu home.

888 sq ft of cuteness!

Lots of windows, which means lots of light!

I am sucker for bay window.

My she shed is right behind master bathroom, where I placed secret door.

Of course my she shed will have french door!

I wanted to place french door, but I decided to keep sliding door, 

due to mosquito net placement.  It is much important to have actual

comfort rather then just a look.  Honokaa do have many mosquitos,

and who knows what other bugs. 

I have to try to keep it under control... 

People who stays for air b & b can stay at second bed room.

It has own walk in shower and toilet.

Master bath also has stand alone tub!

I have placed deep sill large window behind the tub.

and of course, Kitchen has to have open shelves!  White island!

and big window to see the view.

It's perfect!

Simple life

Simple life.. 

I found this plan online.

I like the lay out, but it really doesn't work for me, I need to customize it!

Simple life.. 800 sq. feet of wonders.  Simple life.

It sounds wonderful and all... 

Although, simple life is difficult then way it sounds.

I decided on a 2 bed room, 2 bath room, ( To rent out 1 bed room as

vacation rental), with carport for 1.

But when you actually start planning, you feel like

"Oh, there is more storage needed ", " I might as well make space for one more car",

"I need she shed, that's in. " or " I need magnet therapy room", etc.

Endless of greed and want. 

Why do I need storage, when I am going minimal?

Why do I need "she shed", when whole house is "she house"?

I say to my architect, I want tiny office like 4 X 10.

Then he says, you would not have enough room to move around.. 

then, I go  " 8 X 10 then. "

I realize I am not so simple yet. 

Although, I am shaking off all the needs and stick to minimal. 

Wish me luck!

Finally Recorded!

Ellen called me this morning and finally told me it's recorded!
It seems unreal.
I spent over a year to look for this property.
It just feels kind of strange that it's over, just like that.
Journey indeed was hard and winding road.
I  rode on lots of emotional roller coaster.

At one point, it seemed it will never happen, nor this hunt will never end.
Although it did, just like that with one phone call.

Property came with someone else's Chicken coop.. that's kind of cute.
I think.
Very Country like..

I guess I need to sit back, relax and let the reality sink in.
That, Hale Muu is becoming one step closer to coming real.

Thank you, Universe!!

Survey night mare

SO, finally I came back at the Future lot of Hale Muu, after I made an offer.

Somehow, it looked different...

Last time I was there, I only saw half of the lot.
So definitely I did not walk onto ( or even has seen other half of the lot.)

I had no idea how large was 1acre.
My husband said how can you make an offer, not knowing exactly what
you are buying, are you insane?

Pink ribbon on the tree, which surveyor later said, just ignore it. So why is it there??!

I thought it was end of the lot.

MLS Seller's remark said, gorgeous Ocean view, but I doubt that will happen, even if I cut off trees short,  neighbors trees were too high at this point.  May be 60 years ago, this was an Ocean view lot.
It also said, you can see Haleakala on the Sunny day??! Not possible, I think.

Although, I am still in Love with this Land.
As I went down the slope, I saw a huge chicken coop, with chickens going in and out.
I am not sure how many were there, but it seemed quite a number.

I say to myself, this chicken coop must belong to the neighbor's lot, so I should look no further then this chicken coop.  I've looked and looked for survey stake for more then two hours, but I couldn't find it.  Just one by the entrance.

I had to give up that day... had flight to catch, so my Realtor went back for me on next morning.
She called me and pointed out, "you couldn't find the survey stakes, because boundary line was outside of chicken coop!" 
Meaning Neighbor just decided to build a chicken coop, right onto my property?
Very Big Island style, but it was sitting there  60+ years vacant, I am sure, it was very tempting.

I wasn't sure, what to do with it.  Seller's realtor basically said that's not her business!
My Realtor seem to think that is not a big deal.
This may be a norm in Big Island.
Big Island have no fences between neighbors,  so you really don't know where your property ends.
Even your lot is small, everyone has great open view.
Well, after long thoughts, I've decided to not to do anything about it.

My friend in Honolulu scared me by saying, "there is a big chance that, those chicken can be
fighting chicken kine.  Many people don't want to keep illegal chickens on their own property.. "
Hope that's not the case.

Anyhow, I decided to think of it as an added bonus feature, that this property comes with Chicken coop and Chicken caretaker/ neighbor = perhaps access to fresh eggs! ...  Keep the Country, COUNTRY!!!

Too bad, I don't have a photo of large chicken coop.

Monopoly

Of course, everything delayed and my survey report came on Monday.
I was excited to see the real boundary line, so I try to book Hawaiian Airlines.
Since sadly, Aloha airlines went out of business last year, now Hawaiian Airlines dominates
Honolulu - Big Island route.

More sadly, when this happens price jacks up.
I couldn't believe my eyes, when I saw good time ( between 10 - 5 pm ) flight was as high as
$400+!!


My Son is coming back from San Francisco, one way for $230.00 next week!

Needless to say, Big Island - Honolulu is like 30 min flight.  ( actual flying time. )
It is ridiculous.  I wonder how local people can go back and forth between islands with
this touristy price?!

Hawaiian Airlines, please please have Kamaaina rate!!!
Until my husband retires, I have to go back and forth too!

To have cheaper rate, $238 including tax,  I had to get up 3:30 am in the morning,
left my house 3:50, got to the airport by 4:20.  My flight left at 5 am.
For this better rate, I had to go to Kahului, Maui first, then get off the plane,
then 10 min later, got back on exactly same plane?!  and flew back.
Took me about 2.5 hours with little delay on both departure.
By the time I came home was 9 pm.  Things I do for Hale Muu.

Anyway, why is this time of season so busy?
Rental car people said they are busier then Merry Monarch festival season!
Unfortunately, this time Big Island had rain storm for several days, but it still is an adventure packed beautiful place to visit!

Aloha Bobo

I have been trying to communicate with Bobo on daily basis.
More we try, more it got smoother.
It seemed as Bobo was learning our language?  He became more and more better communicator.
and I for one, building good 6 sense to understand.

Although, I don't get Bobo all the time, I sometimes get different angels, entities, names.

Today, it started out as "Unknown Quest. "

Then, I got Bobo saying "rest."

I was getting really sleepy, I kept yawning while tried to communicate.

Bobo said "Corporation decided".   I was thinking ???

Then, "Oasis Bobo withdraw.  Rest"!!

I was shocked!!  Bobo said he/she will help me with building an Oasis in Big Island!

I was going by his words... this was total shocker to me, and sad.

But at the same time, I felt Bobo's energy was very tired and low, I wanted to let him go.

I said to Bobo, "it's okay, please go home, but can I ask you why?"

Bobo said " Home sick".

Who knew Angels get home sick too.

When I try to communicate, I feel as I am traveling million miles. 
Although, I always had feeling that  they would have to travel further. 
I don't know why. 
May be they also have to hang out here while.

Bobo said,  " Bobo can ask others to help".

Then soon, other entity came in, I asked for his name, he said "Saubu"

My Uncle name is Saburo, who has past couple years ago.

I asked him, " is this my Uncle?" he said "Yes".

I asked him, " are you going to be my guide and lead me through journey?"
He said "no".  Apparently he just came to say Hi.

So soon after, another entity came, name by "TAQR"
I decided to call him Tacker.
Taqr ask me, "Are you interested in history of ET?"
Then, "Future resides at Taqr Subaru."
I googled SUBARU in Japanese ...

1. meaning unite and is also the name of six stars in the Taurus constellation called Pleiades by Ancient Greeks. 
2. 
   Interesting... Pleiades, Ancient Greeks...Sometimes, communicating with Taqr and Bobo and all other dimension entities are like puzzle, which you meant to figure out later, piece by piece, by any clue they will give you.
3. 
   Taqr said he is from 1st dimension, he is older then Bobo.  Taqr is an angel, not boy or girl.Sometimes I wonder I make all these up in my head.But very often, entities use the vocabularies I am not aware of, such as VEST.Tacker use this word couple times today.  Tacker can vest at XXXX.Whatever it meant.I get the feeling though, Taqr is in charge now of my journey.

And this blog is very much becoming my log/ diary of communicating with Angels.

Bobo will help me make Oasis

Call it lens reflections,  whatever it is, I love these orbs of colors.
What is lens catching, reflecting to?
Pigments of light?, it is always beautiful and makes me feel happy.

Bobo says (5th dimension friend ), he/she will help me make Oasis.

Yes, it sounds crazy, but Bobo want me to hurry and finish it before Nov 11th, 2018
I have no idea why.

After long journey of previous blog story, I am currently in escrow with a land,
in sleepy town, which I love, love, love called Honokaa.

In my humble opinion, that is one of the best kept secret in Hawaii.
Small town, with true Aloha spirit.
Where time passes 3 times slower then 2018 current time.

Bobo says " Bobo ask you to company sad people at Oasis ".

Bobo says at Oasis, automatic salvation.
Bobo can help people at Oasis.

Also Bobo said Sam knows.  ( Sam as an american Uncle Sam?)
Can access future zone.  Portal?
I am not sure. Bobo says many things I don't understand.
Bobo mentions Santa Ana a lot.
Also, Panda. and of course, TAO, AOT, ATO.
I thought about Atom.  and Tao.  Bobo said this is a place.
Open ATO.
Also, one time asked me, "Do you putout natural sign to use OAT?"

If someone can figure this out, let me know.
He also tell me " You are born to audit. "

Bobo sends me "XOXO"
I will send "XOXO" to whomever reading this blog, "Happy Valentine's Day!"

Oasis

Bobo keep telling me,
Oasis, Oasis.
I think Bobo want me to build Oasis, or Sanctuary.
Where there is actual Peace, no killing. 
Meaning, no eating animal meat there.
Bobo says Peace doesn't exist on Earth.
This was another shocking thing she/he said.
I was always praying for a peace on Earth.
Bobo says, moment we are born on Earth, we are going to have to go through,
Yin and Yan, Good and Bad, Death and Live, Light and Dark.
Bobo says it's design to be this way.
To see and realize, and one enlightens eventually.
Peace exist within you.
Bobo says if I want to see real Peace, he can show me at Oasis.
By the way, he always mentions, OAT.  or Tao. 
Bobo says that's not Word, that's place.
I wonder where it is.
Bobo also says, be careful of American way.
I think it's Capitalism, but not sure.
Bobo is watching me to see, if I can live simple life.
We will see how that goes. 

Hale Muu - Bobo teaches

I have been speaking to Bobo on daily basis.

Bobo is an angel from 5th dimension, so she says.

Sometimes, Bobo call her/himself ET.

There are other entities, Bobo's friends name Sara, Sam, and even Panda.

I thought Bobo was talking about Panda bear,  I am not sure, if they are teasing me.

Bobo teaches me many things.
Bobo taught me, where he is, there is only oneness.
They are far behind where they need religion.

Bobo says, us human like to divide things, but Bobo is where everyone
is aware of each other as One.
They use telepathy to communicate, so no need to lie, deceive or fake.
I meant, you can't scam people, if they know every thoughts you have.

We tend to divide ourselves and everything else.
Such as I and God.  But actually, there are only one consciousness.

Actually, if you would like to call this Omni consciousness God,
then that may be is correct.

All through my life, I was taught about Jesus and Maria, whom actually really existed.

Born as a human, meaning they did have physical body.

When they say Jesus and God is within you, I never realized it literally meant so.

We are so cut off from Omni being, that is why I think Us humans are always looking for something.  Looking for truth, looking for God, feeling as if we are missing piece of something and feeling lonely.
It actually is we are the piece of Whole and we are forgetting.

When we decided to come to earth, give ourselves physical bodies, that's when we got cut off from Oneness...

When you are too busy judging others, you have no time to judge yourself. 

If you want to grow, try not to judge what others are doing. Pay attention to what you are doing.

Ultimately, you can only control yourself, not others. 

Hazy Day

Many tourist doesn't know that Hawaii currently faces severe Vog problem.
Vog is a volcano fog.
I never knew such thing existed until I moved here.
It is a volcano ash formed like fog, and when the trade wind stops,
it comes right into Honolulu.
I think majority of tourist thinks it's just cloudy day.
But Vog is hazardous to human body.

I have bad allergy to Vog, so while I am sleeping, I know it's here.
I get either head ache or runny nose, by the time I wake up in the morning,
I have set of red blood shot eyes.

Also, what we don't see on news is our sewer problem.
Hawaii sewer pipe is too thin, (recently in process of upgrading)
After the big rain, we often have pipe bust or leak.
Then, it flows right into Ocean.
Us locals dear not to swim in Ala Moana beach park
or other beaches after heavy rains and Ocean looks murky.
Who knows what kind of bacterias are swimming with you.
Just saying.

Oahu is over populated.
When I see the city from sky, ( like in airplane ),
building looks like cemetery stones.
I am just saying.

Sorry, today is heavily Vogged and I have runny nose since yesterday
with mix of migraine...  Feeling blue kine day.

Message from Bobo

So I am not sure where I am going with this blog.
Very reason my subtitle says "Trying to change the way of life with my ET friends"
 is I wanted to write about my other dimension friends.

Since I was child, I came across many spiritual experiences, such as Miracles, Spirits, UFOs, etc, etc.

I am the type, who can physically able to pick up another energy, or in Japan we call it Itako, meaning Mediums, some one like Edgar Casey,
I can feel energy through me, is the easy way to describe it.
When I was child, I was often frightened of nights, where visitors may come, when that happens, room feels as ice, cold and hard... but as I grew, I learned to protect my self.
I've learned that if I only focus on light, no bad spirit can come near me.

Anyhow, to keep the story short and sweet, recently, I have this strange URGE to move to Big Island.
I don't know why.  Like I said in previous blogs, even I had countless of bad luck with it, I just didn't want to give up.  I feel some very strong magnetic force pulling me towards Big Island.

Recently, I found a way to communicate with 5th dimension entities.
In the beginning, It was very difficult.  Started out with strange circles, like capital S or number 8 drawings.
But now, with more and more trials, we are able to communicate with each other on almost daily basis, sometimes couple of times a day.
It used to be either I get super sleepy and have to take a nap, or Bobo would only stay like 5 min, at a time or even shorter.  It's like we develop immune to stay in the environment, where two dimension crosses.

Now, Bobo can speak full English and even makes jokes.  Bobo send me message like XOXO.
Bobo even used some Japanese languages now and then.

I can write on and on about Bobo.  I love he/her very much.
Bobo says he/she is an angel from 5th dimension.
Bobo can transform into any shape.
One day I was asking Bobo, if I can see him. ( I will just refer as him. Even though, they don't have gender like us in this world. )  Bobo said "yes",  I said "when?" Bobo said "tonight".

When my husband frantically  called my name from the bed room,  I wasn't even thinking about what Bobo said about tonight.  I ran into the room, and I swear I saw a spider like I have never seen before.
This spider was about 5 inches long in size!  I have lived here for 18 years and biggest spider I saw was about 3/4 of an inch.  This thing was huge!  When my husband try to catch it, it jumped like Spiderman, and it ran into the Lanai and disappeared.  My husband looked for it, but such a big thing disappeared to the thin air like it was never there.  I even felt some intelligence from it.  Later on, I realized it was Bobo.

Bobo often tells me, "don't be scared".  I know I have little fear in deep inside of me saying, what if this is a bad spirit? What if I am making up the story myself and going mad? and doubts on and on...
I know, fear is not a good quality.  It has a strong negative pull to it.
Especially, when I make a contact with another dimension, I can't posses fears.
Negative energy of fear may call in strange spirit from lower dimension.
In fact, I did the several times..
Now, Bobo and I connect more frequently and Bobo is more fluent in English, he uses vocabularies, which I have to google, so I know I am not making this up or imagining...

 Also, it seems as Bobo is the only guardian angel/ guide for me that no one else comes into the circle anymore...Wich makes me more familiar and chance to get to know Bobo and feel safer.
Well, other then Anthony, but Bobo said Anthony also is a Bobo in even higher dimension. 

Earlier this afternoon, Bobo said "people can ask questions.  I guess any questions.
If you are interested, you can ask Bobo question in the comment.
Bobo asked me before.  "Do you want people to know about me? "
"I really don't care" is the true answer.
But I am only writing this, because Bobo said I should write it in the blog.
Yes.  Bobo has very detailed instructions some times.

Someone said dislike is a disease of mind

I read somewhere.
Some famous guru or Buddah's word.

Dislike is a disease of mind.
When I first read that, I was shocked, and thought
what an amazing quote.

If each of us don't have dislikes,
then World is at Peace.

Then today, I thought.
What about individuality?
We are all born with special characteristics, which makes YOU,
at least in this dimension, time and realm.

For instance, I am very free spirited, open mind person.
I totally dislike pre-scheduled chores and events.
I like to do how I feel to do it, at that moment.
I believed people each should do what they feel to do moment by moment
like wild animals.

But then, someone like my husband, or many of my friends says that is bad behavior.
They said that type of thoughts will bring chaos into this World.
People should behave and follow rules.

I came to conclusion.
Long as you don't hurt people, it should be okay to do what you want to do.
But then, my husband will say, you can't live alone.  So you need to corporate.
That's right.
So if you leave in harmony.  You still can be yourself.
Don't judge others, even they are different.
So you don't have to dislike them, just accept and be okay with it.
So things I don't like to do, just accept the fact that, sometimes there are things you don't like.
Wait a minuets.
I still do have dislikes!!  LOL

7 failure 8th comeback

There is a saying in Japanese.
if you fall 7 times, just come back up 8 times.

So after the huge escrow fell,
I still kept going back to Big Island for more house hunting.

I had many strange incident like picking future Power plant site, area with Community Lawsuit against Dairy Co. not disposing Cow feces properly, 5 multiple offer situation after no one bid for 2 straight years, what ever I chose, something bad came up.

So, at this last trip, I say last, because honestly,  I was spending too much money and too tired.  If I don't go in escrow with this trip, I was going to call a quit.
My friends back home were saying,  Big Island is not calling you.

It was last property of the day, without any luck so far,
I felt totally beaten and I told my realtor that "you can go home now".
I didn't think it was happening.... She asked me " Are you sure?".
I said "yes, please go, I don't want to waste your time",
so she left.

Me and Mom (was there again), were super hungry too.
We were ready to quit, but I said to myself, one more.
I said to Mom, "let's just take a look at the last property and leave Honokaa,
we can eat in Hilo near the airport..." and  off we went.

Driving through the little street to the lot, it gave me strange familiar feeling.
I felt deja-vu and my heart said I love this place, before even reaching there.
It was as my heart got lifted.
At the end of the little street, I saw an entrance to the lot.
It seemed as land was beaming with the light!  I don't know why I felt that way.
It was cloudy day, but it was bright scenary to me.
I parked car on the street, and went over the chain, which had sign says Private lot...
and when I went into the Lot, it took my breath away!

Perfect!!  I thought!
It was such a beautiful lot.
This lot has been sleeping for 60 years!!!  Waiting for me to wake her up.
I felt joy and happiness~... 1 year of effort was well worth it at this point.
And I felt appreciation for the keeper of the land, who has protected it as beautiful as it is for
such a long time.

Curse of Big Island

So I started house hunting in December 2016. 
On my second house hunting trip in February, I found this lovely house in Honokaa,
with nice little balcony which looks up to Ocean.  It had Ocean view from almost every room.
We made an offer and went into escrow after couple counter.
Everything was smooth up to this point. 

I flew for the home inspection again, and the home inspector told me, they found a dead rat in the attic.  My realtor said, it's norm in Big Island to have mouse and rats inside house, you just need a cat.
I love cats, so I thought no problem, but something in my gut didn't feel right.

I had strange dream one evening after returning to Oahu home.
Oriental elderly lady was telling me, there is a creature living behind
the hallway window.  I couldn't make out the dream at that time.
After all, it was just a dream.  I convinced myself.

Then, it was at the final walk through. I still had glitchy feeling.
I don't know why, but every time I go up to the property, I smelled something.
Some odd smell, I can't pin point, but not pleasant smell.
It almost smelled like cow feces or mold. 
I asked the realtors.  "Do you smell something?"
My and Seller's agent both said "no", in harmony.
May be I am too sensitive.  I dismissed it.

At the final walk through, I was in the back yard, finding huge dead chicken
in the middle of the backyard.  It was beautiful and dead.
This was not a good omen.  Why didn't realtor cleaned it up?
I was bit upset.  This was Final walk through!
This incident made me uneasy.
Although, everything else was fine and I signed closing document.

I took Mom to Big Island and we were waiting for transaction to be closed.
My Mother caught nasty flue and got very sick and weak on the third day, atlhough
Escrow was telling us, Officer at County office was very busy and he can't sign off the
papers.  we need to extend our stay. 
We ended up extending our stay for 7 more day!s, and bought all the furnitures and waited and waited.

Finally Seller's agent told us, "Sorry, we can't find Sales record since 1942 and we need to investigate,
it will take long as one year!"
We were stunned!  At this point, we had bought all the furniture, spend money for the extended days for the Hotel and of course, all the airfare up to this point, going back and force between Oahu and Big Island, rental car, accommodation fee,  Inspection fee, etc.  plus all the effort since very first house hunting will be a total waste!!

Still in shock, I pack my bags and left Big Island with Mama still being sick and the key to the lock for the storage, where all the furniture I bought was sitting.

Honokaa Town

So here we are, me, Mom and my sister Michelle in Kukuihaele area. We decided to go to famous Waipio Valley, where Hawaiian people lives there with much simple life, even today.
We needed 4WD to go down the steep hill, so we joined the tour.

Valley was beautiful, and it seemed whole valley was pretty much consisted of trees that was eatable.  No one ever starves in this place, I thought! Guide showed as all kind of fruits and nuts trees.  Papaya, banana, lilikoi, different variety of nuts, avocado, oranges, lemons, etc, etc.
 There was wild horses, river running through the valley,
tall water falls, taro farms, it was as it came out from the story book.

There were lots of mosquitoes, and like our guide said, mosquitos somehow knows and attack only tourists.  I was eaten alive.
Even though it had gorgeous scenery,  I knew I will not survive there.
After the tour, we have checked into near by Air & B, looking forward to the sky watching, but unfortunately, it rained and we didn't get any action.  At this time I didn't know but this side of Big Island gets lots of rain, about 168 days to be exact.
In the evening, there was a full orchestra of Coqui Frogs, which was unbelievably loud, I never heard of Coqui Frog in my lfie, and it can disturb your sleep to death, in this area of Big Island.

When we were there, we passed by little town call Honokaa.  Honokaa Town looked like, it manifested out of a vintage book.  I loved the architecture and the feel of this Town.
I am a sucker for the Vintage Vibe.
This Town was so charming that I told them, "I want to live here!"  They weren't taking it serious and just wanted to leave for Waimea Town for Starbuck's coffee,  but I begged and they finally gave in.

As we walk into Town, which is only about 2 short blocks of stores, it had everything I needed.
Gas station, Post office, Police, Auto repair, Lots of vintage recycle shops, gift shops, Art Gallery, Natural food store, Country grocery store, even Banks and Post office within this little short blocks.

I went into one of the store, which sells crystals and stones, and I immediately noticed familiar voice chanting Mantra.  It was indeed, my beloved guru of India, although I never met, (this is another whole book) one and only, Sathya Sai Baba.  What are the odds?!
I purchased two little stone, and I can't help it to ask the lady, "Is this Sai baba's mantra?" She said " Yes" and I told her I love Sai Baba."
We chat little bit, and she told me she went to India to see him and granted Vibhuti. (miracle power that comes out of thin air),
I told her, "oh, Sai Baba past away, so your Vibhuti must be very important".
Then, lady told me,  " Yes, I was almost out of Vibhuti and I was thinking, oh, I can give gift of Vibhuti any more.. then, some time has past, and one day she noticed that her Vibhuti miraculously increased back into original amount!"  She quickly went to back of the store and brought little plastic bag.  Then, she told me, " So now, I can give Vibhuti to someone like you! "  I was stunned!! 
I was so happy that it brought tears to my eyes.  I felt like Sai baba was still watching out for me : )
She told me she knows who to give it to.  I thanked her very much and left the store with Happiness.

This Town made special impression on me and I knew I was coming back.

Looking for the Oasis

So where am I going?

Universe will show me the way,  I thought.

When I moved to Honolulu 19 years ago, I was super happy.
This place was way country then Tokyo, where I resided 16 years.
Honolulu to me was true paradise.
I was super lucky to have magnificent ocean view from our house.

But then things changed.
City got busier and busier.
They built and built and built.   So many high rise buildings were built in short years.
( I think they are still in process of building more then 10 tall buildings).

Obviously, more and more cars were on the street.
People used to shaka me and let me squeeze in their way.
( I am sorry to say I am a horrible driver. )  No one, honked at me.
I went to the near by mall, and there was always plenty parking.
Now, people were disparately looking for the parking, even on East side of
Oahu where I live.

People started honking me, finally, someone decided to give me a finger sign.
Not so much Aloha there.

Honolulu was becoming totally different animal.
I would say, things started to change around 5 years ago, with new development of Waikiki.
Waikiki was reborn into high end shopping place.
Waikiki was no longer for regular folks, but catered to wealthy people who can spend tons of $$$.
I don't know what happened, or who let this happen.  But it just happened.
I couldn't believe when they decided to change Wakiki's #1 icon place, International market to,
Sak's fifth avenue and high end boutique mall.
They just kept the trees..
Obviously property price sky rocketed as well. 
I knew I was not able to afford anything here even in the farthest Country side.
Country was disappearing.

One day,  I read online, that there was this place called Kukuihaele, meaning dancing kukui nuts,
in Hawaiian.
People saw dancing lights in the sky from ancient years ago!!
 I got my Sis and Mom on board, and we were on the way to Waipio Valley within just few months,
and along the way, I came across little Town called Honokaa.

Going Veggie or not?

So how do I change myself?

At middle of night, someone said to me, Don't eat animal meat.
I got this message quite many times in past couple of years.

All through my life, I ate meat.
I specially love Yakiniku.  Sweet teriyaki flavored sauce. 
I love all kinds of meat.
I love seafood as well.

I couldn't believe vegetarian people existed.
No offense, but they looked super skinny to me, or that's what I thought.
I love animals, but I was able to create this invisible veil in my brain, between live animals and the meat packages, beautifully displayed in the Supermarket.

I love animals, since I was child.  I felt special bond with them.
I raised cats, mice, squirrels, bunnies, dogs, turtles, birds of all kinds, hamsters, lizards, fish, etc.
I picked up anything needed my help and attention, although I still refused to connect thtem, with meat that we were eating.

My niece became vegetarian when she was 14.  She told me to watch the video of slaughtering animals, I refused.  I was too scared.  Too afraid to know what people were doing, and may be scared to admit, that I was member of this unloving cycle of killing animal.
I knew deep inside that this was wrong, and it goes against every moral in my book.
So what the heck am I doing??
It was just too tempting to refuse good Shabushabu, or fried chicken or Kalua pork.

Both my husband and son was meat eater.
Plus people were telling me, you have to eat meat to get good protein.
Your child will not become tall, or able to build good body if you don't let him eat lots of meat,
and we have been hunting and eating them since beginning of our human history.
All these Words gave me perfect excuse to keep on eating them, like I was in trance.

Then, one day I got clear message in male tone voice.
"Don't eat animal meat. "  They recently also explained to me that I was once
Lemurian and lived in place called Muu, where Animals and Human lived together in Peace,
without killing each other.  I realized My true ancestor did not eat meat.

It took me about 4-5 years.  But now I am proud to say, I can stop.
I have not been eating them like 95 %.
( I eat vegetable from soup broth, my husband ate Beef nabe, or I occasionally eat them at
gatherings, when there is no other food and I feel bad to refuse. )
Pretty soon It will be 100%.
Because I have decided to change my life totally from all the temptation.
No wonder Jesus went into desert and Buddah went into the deep forest, 
That's what you have to do.  Cut yourself from all the temptation.
Go to Rural!  This is how my search began.

Birth of Hale Muu or not?

Aloha

Hi My name is Maki, aka Bonnie Yamamoto : )
I will try to describe my life as short and simple as possible.

I was born in Japan, immigrated to US at age of 11, moved back Japan to work as Fashion stylist.
In Tokyo, I got married and became Mom, then moved to Hawaii.  I currently resides in Honolulu.

Even as early as a kindergartener, I have seen ghosts and knew there was something who will visit me at night, after everyone sleeps.  I used to be super scared. 
I have special skill, or more likely not a skill, but my body adopts other dimensional being/ entity easily, which was quite interesting, but many times scared heck out of my friends.

As a teen ager, I recall waiting for the Spaceship to come pick me up.  Don't know why.  I watched sky daily,  for them to come to make contact.  I still do have attention to the sky today.  May be this is why, I do witness quite number of UFO's. 

In 20's, I developed strong urge to gain knowledge for spiritual things.  I was baptised as a Catholic,
naturally, I read bibles, then I got interested in all other religion.  Which lead to me, they are all telling me the same thing.  Love is the most important thing. 

I started to get series of messages around 2008, 4 years before 2012, where there was supposed to be big chaotic incident to earth.  Although, my message was shift is beginning.  Shift does not happen over night like everyone thinks.  In fact, we are during those big shifts. 

With ET's ( mostly 5th dimensional beings ) help, I've learned that the Universe in Omni.
and our thoughts can manifest many things.  and way we are living now, we act as desperately trying to cut ourselves from the Nature, Mother Earth, we are in trouble!
God / Universe is Omni.  We have a physical body, so we separate ourselves from Oneness.
We feel we need to compete one another, trying to work hard to gain each individuality as a successful human, whatever it means, yet, we are always longing for something, never fulfilled, because truth of the matter is, we are separated.

I used to think ET's are beings that has nothing to do with us.  But they are truly our brothers and sisters!   We are separated from same Omni.  Our physical body interfere with us to merge back with oneness.  More ego we have, harder it gets, lonelier we get, more untrusting, more confusing... we can never say enough.

ET's taught me, I really needed to change.  Not telling others to do it, but I need to do it.
So this will be the blog for my what to come long winding road.